Lalo na kapag may bardahan sa Twitter haha
In person I'm always searching for words—literally, in my head, as if I'm composing an article; but because that takes a while for me (especially sans the ability to edit what already came out of my mouth), nagmumukha akong lutang.
(I am lutang all the time anyway, but still.)
Nagmumukha ring "emotional" or just incoherent.
I wish I had the groundedness of Twitter-me lollll
I'm now thinking this is a reason I struggle a bit in making deeper connections: because I need time to simmer with my thoughts so I could then be able to communicate with more ... heft, as well as levity. And there's been very little opportunity to do that lately.
Naalala ko Tara said she moved in with her fiance because he wasn't a talker. She moved in so she could observe him, his habits, his passions, instead. Ang sweet.
It would be fun to live in a big house with friends. (Though anlakas makatrigger din nun haha)
So now I'm wondering if I'm dreaming this scenario exactly because I haven't been able to hang out with them lately.
I miss my frens.
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